I remember when I was 18 years old. I was tall, skinny, and had some decent clothes. Yes, I still had a way to go with the clothing department. I could have done better. I had a truck too which went a long way. It all makes sense now. The elements of red pill were there, but my misguided views of my upbringing changed things. I remember I was at a local Denny's one night and met this girl
Jennifer. She was with some guy she called Frankenstein. The dude had a big forehead for sure. He was her friend. It looked like he was in the friend zone. Here I am in tight jeans, cowboy boots, and a nice shirt. I was a little shy, but not extremely so. I got Jennifer's number at one point. We talked. We joked around. She told me she had some guy put the barrel of a .357 magnum up her hole which to be honest scared me. If I played my cards right, then I would have got some. I ended up standing her up on a date to go out with someone else. Someone that was relationship material. Turns out I didn't escalate with that one like she wanted. Jennifer was pissed, and didn't want to hear from me again after me stranding her up. Long story short I didn't get any front the second girl. You live and learn. I realize my initial alpha moves were blinded by my beta romantic ideas. I got a good woman now, but honestly I struggled a lot of years with the whole dating thing.
Jennifer. She was with some guy she called Frankenstein. The dude had a big forehead for sure. He was her friend. It looked like he was in the friend zone. Here I am in tight jeans, cowboy boots, and a nice shirt. I was a little shy, but not extremely so. I got Jennifer's number at one point. We talked. We joked around. She told me she had some guy put the barrel of a .357 magnum up her hole which to be honest scared me. If I played my cards right, then I would have got some. I ended up standing her up on a date to go out with someone else. Someone that was relationship material. Turns out I didn't escalate with that one like she wanted. Jennifer was pissed, and didn't want to hear from me again after me stranding her up. Long story short I didn't get any front the second girl. You live and learn. I realize my initial alpha moves were blinded by my beta romantic ideas. I got a good woman now, but honestly I struggled a lot of years with the whole dating thing.